I AM THE WORLD

Tuesday, February 24, 2009

NEVER LET ANYONE STEAL YOUR DREAMS!

TODAY WAS A BIT LOW FOR ME AS I FEEL THE TIREDNESS AND I STUMBLED UPON THIS VIDEO THAT MADE ME RISE UP TO ACHIEVE WHAT IS GREAT OUT THERE, WHAT I AM SUPPOSED TO DO. MANY DO NOT UNDERSTAND WHAT I DO OR HOW I FEEL BUT I TELL MYSELF... KEEP GOING ON MAN! CANT HOLD BACK MY TEARS TODAY COS IT REALLY NEEDED TO BE OUT. I HOPE THAT ONE DAY WHEN MY DREAMS ARE ACHIEVED I WILL HELP PPL OUT THERE WHO NEEDS IT.

4:14 AM

Monday, February 23, 2009

David Archuleta - To be with you

Somehow or rather i just love this song and it just makes me feel good. I have been thinking a alot these few weeks about whats going on in my life right now. This song makes me wanna sing again or rather love again?...Suddenly the word LOVE comes into my mind. I feel great actually cos i start to look up and guess what i see?....

CLOUDS.

I just asked my friend to look at the cloud and just imagine how far is heaven. Just imagine flying in the sky reaching your goal in life. Having the best partner that you can get and having a smile on your face. That to me is the wonderful creation of god. I just admire the wonders of GOD. Have you wonder that everyday we are given a gift. the gift of life that god gave us everyday. wonderful right! I just imagined what my future would be like.

Well like i always say life is good and there is nothing more that you can ask for.

5:04 AM

Sunday, February 22, 2009

THIS WAS FORWARDED TO ME AS THE BEST LOVE LETTER AND I BET IT IS.

I FEEL SAD AS I READ..

PLEASE READ ON..

As you got up this morning, I watched you, and hoped you would talk to me, even if it was just a few words, asking my opinion or thanking me for something good that happened in your life yesterday. But I noticed you were too busy, trying to find the right outfit to wear. When you ran around the house getting ready, I knew there would be a few minutes for you to stop and say hello, but you were too busy. At one point you had to wait, fifteen minutes with nothing to do except sit in a chair. Then I saw you spring to your feet. I thought you wanted to talk to me, but you ran to the phone and called a friend to get the latest gossip instead. I watched patiently all day long. With all your activities I guess you were too busy to say anything to me. I noticed that before lunch you looked around, may be you felt embarrassed to talk to me, that is why you didn't bow your head. You glanced three or four tables over and you noticed some of your friends talking to me briefly before they ate, but you didn't. That's okay. There is still more time left, and I hope that you will talk to me yet. You went home and it seems as if you had lots of things to do. After a few of them were done, you turned on the TV. I don't know if you like TV or not, just about anything goes there and you spend lot of time each day in front of it not thinking about anything, just enjoying the show. I waited patiently again as you watched the TV and ate your meal, but again you didn't talk to me. Bedtime I guess you felt too tired. After you said good night to your family you popped into bed and fell asleep in no time. That's okay because you may not realize that I am always there for you. I've got patience, more than you will ever know. I even want to teach you how to be patient with others as well. I love you so much that I wait everyday for a nod, prayer or thought or a thankful part of your heart. It is hard to have a one-sided conversation. Well, you are getting up once again. And once again I will wait, with nothing but love for you. Hoping that today you will give me some time.

Have a nice day!
Your friend,
ALLAH

5:31 AM

Sometimes or rather most of the time i just cant help it but feel tired and sleepy cos of the early wake up, the boring monotonous job or rather the waiting for instruction. Really not the person i am. Cos i am a very full of energy person but the work load is trecherous. i just dunno how to explain it.

So i dun have a choice right?

WRONG.

I believe that in life there is always a choice man! I mean there are so many things in life that makes you feel good and i cant believe that people say life sucks man. Yeah we do feel tired at times but i just think that its not fair that people say that life sucks. It sometimes baffles me when ppl think that there are no more opportunities to grow anymore. i had chatted with someone recently and i actually feel sad for him cos he says that life for me is a "suck thumb" thing. you just gotta do what is there. Nothing interesting abt it. and guess what he said....and as u guessed....

LIFE SUCKS

We just gotta make the best out of it. well i guess that the world works in many mysterious ways yeah. some just dun wanna change for the better but rather be the sheep of life.

its just like the road...

YOU CAN CHANGE YOUR DIRECTION AND CONTINUE YOUR JOURNEY OR YOU CAN EITHER FALL OFF THE CLIFF AND END YOUR LIFE.

I just love motivation man!! It keeps me going every single day. I would really love to meet those people who have made it thru even when the road seems so dead for them. It may sound cliche but i ask myself

what is my purpose of me being here?

what is my goals and dreams?

how do I want to feel whenever i am anywhere at any moment of the time?

And im just lucky to be alive. Every single day.

I cannot deny that i do not have my inner conflicts of my own but I'm just human. Sometimes feeling at a state of confusion and tiredness and many negative things. I look to the things that makes me calm like music, the company of friends, laughing, singing and many more thing yet to be uncovered. Sometimes i even look at millionaires and many other motivational speakers and i tell myself

"MAN I WANNA BE LIKE THEM".

So i wanna start to think like them. i just wonder how the hell they stay positive even thru the times when life just pulls them down. I think the reason im writing is to release some of my inner conflicts and find a book to pen on and one day when i am successful, i will read back my blog and tell myself,

I HAVE GONE SO FAR!!

I WANNA BE SOMEBODY!!

I was praying at camp one fine day and suddenly a vision struck to me. i had a yellow tie and a very nice suit and i walk down the aisle of my office and saying "hi" to every single soul that i see. and as i make my way towards my own office, i told myself.

!!! I MADE IT !!!

Pioneer of a company, aspiring millionaire, aspiring motivational speaker and a successful young chap, i dont see why i shouldnt be happy every single day.

salam.

3:27 AM